Wednesday, July 20, 2011

HOHOHOHOHOHO.

OH HI THERE ! :)

Sorry people, for not updating my blog. Honestly, I didn't wanted to update my blog but there's this stupid ass who kept on begging me to update my blog. So here I am, blogging.

Nothing much happen in my life. So. Uhm. I'm thinking what to write.

OH. I'm sick. Coughing like mad. AND I DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL TODAY.

Okay, that's all.

BYEEEEEEE.

Monday, July 4, 2011

Best friends or ex best friend ?

Hi. I know I haven't been blogging for ages. But here I am, updating my lame blog.

I'm here for a reason. Yep, a reason. :)

I don't know how to start this. This is for you, I hope you know who you are. We used to be best friend. But now, we're not. I can feel it. We used to talk about everything. But now, we are speechless. I don't know how to start a subject anymore. So I shall keep my mouth seal. I don't like it when we're so quiet, so you rather follow your new best friend. I'm fine with anything. Since I'm living in 3 months time. Yes, I wish time flies as soon as possible. Honestly, I don't know you anymore. Literally. Even though we talk to each other everyday, oh no, except for saturdays and sundays. I don't like it. Today, when you wanted to tell teacher privately, I thought you're gonna tell me, cause you USED TO tell me everything. But it was the other girl who followed you. You were acting so strange. Whatever, your problem is your problem. It isn't mine anymore. Is it my fault that I chose you to be my best friend? Or was it your fault who chose me? Maybe, just maybe, " she " was right. Who knows? Probably, one day we'll stop talking to each other? It doesn't matter to me anymore. I don't think it does matter to you anyway. I wanted to tell you the truth, but I don't think I can do it. You said you wanted to change, but I don't think you did. Whenever I asked you to repeat something cause I was busy with something or sometimes, you said it too soft, you'll tell me " Nothing " . Is it that hard to repeat something? " Er okayyy. " , " Yeah I know " . Since you know everything, I don't have to tell you anything anymore. " Er okay " , fine , suit yourself . If you don't encourage me to meet up with him, fine, let it be. I'm just telling you cause you are my best friend. Oh wait, WERE my best friend. Enjoy life, you know who you are.

Sincerely,
Laine.