16th of June 2011 is the worst day of my life.

By reading the title, yesterday was the worst day of my life.

When I was at the reading corner having my breakfast and I left my phone on my lap. Then there's this stupid prefect who wears sport shoes, and his form5. And there's nothing good about him. He caught me bringing the phone. So he asked me to follow him to the discipline room. Fml. AND. It was my second time being caught. Which sucks A LOT. While dealing with that stupid discipline teacher so called Puan. Joyce, the shorty pants, my friend came in. Which is totally awesome. So Puan. Joyce, had to deal with both of us, but she screwed me up first, and it totally sucks. She took my freaking awesome necklace which my mom bought me few years ago, and she asked me to cut my finger nails, it costed 2 dollar. I seriously don't get why I have to pay her by cutting my nails. The worst part is I had to stand outside the discipline room for FOUR freaking miserable periods. At least, I had my friend with me. So we were talking, and singing " Everyday I'm Shuffling " :B But she had to stand for 2 periods only. So the other 2 periods, I was all alone. Which was really boring. Ish, FML.

Signing off,
Laine Laine. :')

Trying to be the best.

People always want to be the best. Even me.

Sighs, I'm really not satisfied with my results. Especially, SCIENCE. How can I fail my science? I mean, I didn't fail. But to me, I did. I know I didn't do my best. And I seriously regret. But regretting doesn't help. I shall do science exercises everyday.

I wanna get 7A's for my PMR. SEVEN. So I can go to a better school. So, I don't have to stay in my current school. Sometimes, I ask myself, why can't I do better. The answer is simple, I'm lazy. HOW DO YOU TRAIN YOURSELF TO BE MORE HARDWORKING?

ISH.

I don't like you anymore, I'm just trying to say what I wanna say.

Oh hi there, little earthlings. :)

As you can see my title, I wanna talk about something. Well, it might be random, but who cares? It's my blog.

After breaking up with you ( my latest ex, which is the 6th ex ) , I noticed something. I've changed. I don't really know whether it's a good thing or bad thing. Why I think that I've changed. That's because, you said I'm TOO kind to people. Oh well. Being kind isn't a wrong thing to do right? So, I changed to a VERY kind person, to a KIND person. I noticed that I don't really care much about people anymore. I mean, if you have problem, I'm always here to help you. But when it's a small matter, I don't give a shit, I just leave you alone. Another thing. I don't care who texted me, I'll just leave it aside. After 1 or 2 hours, I only reply. Unless, it's an emergency or the person I like. Last time, I reply people after they sent the text. Like a second later, you'll recieve a message from me. But now, nahhh. So I'm sorry if sometimes, I don't reply you or reply you really late. Hope you don't mind.

My mother once told me that when you want a guy to chase you, you must not reply them quickly, but slowly. Don't call them, let them call you. BUT DON'T PICK UP. After calling you a few time, only you pick up. And I'm actually doing that LOL. I don't know why. Honestly, I'm not trying to show off, but I've already rejected six boys in these two months. Am I mean? Form1, form2, form3, form5 guys. Hmmm. I'm sorry if I'm being mean, but I just can't accept you guys. Sorry for making you hurt. I'm actually sad as well. Cause we used to be best friends. But now, we're just normal friend. GAHH. I'm sorry for being close to you, then made you fall for me. Blame me all you want. I'm sorry.

Please don't call me emo, because I'm not. :) I'm just saying what I wanna say. I live like it's the end of the world. I laugh, smile everyday. But sometimes, behind my smile, things can be running through my mind, and you don't know. Don't mind me. :) I'm just an average girl.

Signing off,
Laine Laine :') ♥

P.S: I don't like nor love my ex anymore. It's just a random post, cause this thing suddenly poped out in my mind when I was walking. :)