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OH HI THERE ! :)

Sorry people, for not updating my blog. Honestly, I didn't wanted to update my blog but there's this stupid ass who kept on begging me to update my blog. So here I am, blogging.

Nothing much happen in my life. So. Uhm. I'm thinking what to write.

OH. I'm sick. Coughing like mad. AND I DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL TODAY.

Okay, that's all.

BYEEEEEEE.

Best friends or ex best friend ?

Hi. I know I haven't been blogging for ages. But here I am, updating my lame blog.

I'm here for a reason. Yep, a reason. :)

I don't know how to start this. This is for you, I hope you know who you are. We used to be best friend. But now, we're not. I can feel it. We used to talk about everything. But now, we are speechless. I don't know how to start a subject anymore. So I shall keep my mouth seal. I don't like it when we're so quiet, so you rather follow your new best friend. I'm fine with anything. Since I'm living in 3 months time. Yes, I wish time flies as soon as possible. Honestly, I don't know you anymore. Literally. Even though we talk to each other everyday, oh no, except for saturdays and sundays. I don't like it. Today, when you wanted to tell teacher privately, I thought you're gonna tell me, cause you USED TO tell me everything. But it was the other girl who followed you. You were acting so strange. Whatever, your problem is your problem. It isn't mine anymore. Is it my fault that I chose you to be my best friend? Or was it your fault who chose me? Maybe, just maybe, " she " was right. Who knows? Probably, one day we'll stop talking to each other? It doesn't matter to me anymore. I don't think it does matter to you anyway. I wanted to tell you the truth, but I don't think I can do it. You said you wanted to change, but I don't think you did. Whenever I asked you to repeat something cause I was busy with something or sometimes, you said it too soft, you'll tell me " Nothing " . Is it that hard to repeat something? " Er okayyy. " , " Yeah I know " . Since you know everything, I don't have to tell you anything anymore. " Er okay " , fine , suit yourself . If you don't encourage me to meet up with him, fine, let it be. I'm just telling you cause you are my best friend. Oh wait, WERE my best friend. Enjoy life, you know who you are.

Sincerely,

Laine.

16th of June 2011 is the worst day of my life.

By reading the title, yesterday was the worst day of my life.

When I was at the reading corner having my breakfast and I left my phone on my lap. Then there's this stupid prefect who wears sport shoes, and his form5. And there's nothing good about him. He caught me bringing the phone. So he asked me to follow him to the discipline room. Fml. AND. It was my second time being caught. Which sucks A LOT. While dealing with that stupid discipline teacher so called Puan. Joyce, the shorty pants, my friend came in. Which is totally awesome. So Puan. Joyce, had to deal with both of us, but she screwed me up first, and it totally sucks. She took my freaking awesome necklace which my mom bought me few years ago, and she asked me to cut my finger nails, it costed 2 dollar. I seriously don't get why I have to pay her by cutting my nails. The worst part is I had to stand outside the discipline room for FOUR freaking miserable periods. At least, I had my friend with me. So we were talking, and singing " Everyday I'm Shuffling " :B But she had to stand for 2 periods only. So the other 2 periods, I was all alone. Which was really boring. Ish, FML.

Signing off,
Laine Laine. :')

Trying to be the best.

People always want to be the best. Even me.

Sighs, I'm really not satisfied with my results. Especially, SCIENCE. How can I fail my science? I mean, I didn't fail. But to me, I did. I know I didn't do my best. And I seriously regret. But regretting doesn't help. I shall do science exercises everyday.

I wanna get 7A's for my PMR. SEVEN. So I can go to a better school. So, I don't have to stay in my current school. Sometimes, I ask myself, why can't I do better. The answer is simple, I'm lazy. HOW DO YOU TRAIN YOURSELF TO BE MORE HARDWORKING?

ISH.

I don't like you anymore, I'm just trying to say what I wanna say.

Oh hi there, little earthlings. :)

As you can see my title, I wanna talk about something. Well, it might be random, but who cares? It's my blog.

After breaking up with you ( my latest ex, which is the 6th ex ) , I noticed something. I've changed. I don't really know whether it's a good thing or bad thing. Why I think that I've changed. That's because, you said I'm TOO kind to people. Oh well. Being kind isn't a wrong thing to do right? So, I changed to a VERY kind person, to a KIND person. I noticed that I don't really care much about people anymore. I mean, if you have problem, I'm always here to help you. But when it's a small matter, I don't give a shit, I just leave you alone. Another thing. I don't care who texted me, I'll just leave it aside. After 1 or 2 hours, I only reply. Unless, it's an emergency or the person I like. Last time, I reply people after they sent the text. Like a second later, you'll recieve a message from me. But now, nahhh. So I'm sorry if sometimes, I don't reply you or reply you really late. Hope you don't mind.

My mother once told me that when you want a guy to chase you, you must not reply them quickly, but slowly. Don't call them, let them call you. BUT DON'T PICK UP. After calling you a few time, only you pick up. And I'm actually doing that LOL. I don't know why. Honestly, I'm not trying to show off, but I've already rejected six boys in these two months. Am I mean? Form1, form2, form3, form5 guys. Hmmm. I'm sorry if I'm being mean, but I just can't accept you guys. Sorry for making you hurt. I'm actually sad as well. Cause we used to be best friends. But now, we're just normal friend. GAHH. I'm sorry for being close to you, then made you fall for me. Blame me all you want. I'm sorry.

Please don't call me emo, because I'm not. :) I'm just saying what I wanna say. I live like it's the end of the world. I laugh, smile everyday. But sometimes, behind my smile, things can be running through my mind, and you don't know. Don't mind me. :) I'm just an average girl.

Signing off,
Laine Laine :') ♥

P.S: I don't like nor love my ex anymore. It's just a random post, cause this thing suddenly poped out in my mind when I was walking. :)

Bitch. Off.

See the middle toe? That's for you bitch. Since you hate me. Since you hate my best friend. Since you hate us, why don't you just go be a fucking actress? Act like you guys are super close with us, then talk crap behind us. Who do you think you are to judge me? Judge my friend? We, ourselves have a life too alright? If you think you're fucking perfect, fucking pretty, fucking tones of guys chasing you, fucking lots of " true friends " , then go fuck yourself. Cause there's no such thing of " perfect " . Even though there is, it won't be YOU, bitch. Come on, if you're perfect, you'll be kind, nice, and not running around spreading fake stuffs, spreading things that ain't true. Oh well. I know I shouldn't judge you guys. I didn't even talk, backstab you guys. Since you like being stab so hard at the back, please, go, take, a, knife, and, stab, yourself. I don't have the time to stab you. Even though I'm wasting my time posting this shit. I'm just releasing my stress. Thanks to you guys, my mood is currently so fuck up right now. Blasting the music even though it's midnight. What can I do besides that? GAHHHH. Please bitch off. If you wanna talk about me or my best friend, PLEASE DO IT RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE. Like how you love to talk about me to your friends. IF YOU HAVE THE FUCKING GUTS TO DO SO. I thought this year would be (Y) . But it turned out _l_ . You guys are so fucked up. You know why I wanna leave this fucking school. Please ask yourself. Please ask your fucking self. Once I'm not in that god damn fucking school anymore, you'll be happy, I'll be happy. So I hope you guys are happy about that. But please, my best friend is not going to transfer. So do treat her well. Or you'll be sorry for what you've done. I bet you'll be sorry once you grow up. Who do you think you are? If you're the queen, I'll respect you. But now, you're the same as me. An ordinary student who studies in this shit school. A girl who is the age of 15. After PMR, I'm not going to go to school. So I don't have to see your fuck face. YOU GUYS ARE SO LACK OF ATTENTION. If you think people will love you for talking bad about girls or guys, think again. I'm just wasting my time typing here. Cause you guys will think that you're right WHEN YOU'RE OBVIOUSLY WRONG. So yeah, go fuck yourself. Please? KAYTHANKSBYE.

I Need Your Loving Hand To Come And Pick Me Up.

Hi everyone! :)

I'm supposed to be swimming right now, but I'm not. Thanks to the awesome heavy rain. Anyways, the bible said we're gonna die today 6.00 pm. It's 7:14 now, and I'm still alive. :') How awesome is that? I swear, I'm so not gonna trust 2012 anymore. -____-

Honestly, I don't know what to write. -.-

Exam is going on right now, and I'm still here using the laptop, blogging, skyping, facebooking. Hope I don't fail my history.

OHWELL. Bye people.

Loves,

Laine Laine. ♥